—Captain John Adams
Her
mother sings warning of the new world
You will know
the place
when the
children run paler and their mother’s
breasts
are high with
quelled milk.
Do not let
yourself love
the man who
says he planted each blade of the sod
you admire.
The grass is from England, and each steer
it markets is
worth more than the life of hands
whose work is
to bury then raise what this Englishman
takes
for his own.
He will feed
you well. In the high sun you will taste
the juice of
sapodilla and crushed cherries.
For this
quenching
women will
forgo sleep while you dream—netted
and cool—on
the white yield he allots to your body.
The
bones of the runagate, Ben, whom the Doctor
ordered hung
then buried,
were in due time dug up and delivered to
him.
And the
Doctor, on receiving Ben, scrambled, then
ordered,
then hung him
again. When Molly came with the draught
into the
study, Ben’s legs quaked. But he’d stopped
running off.
Curious,
Molly drowned a cat. With silver cutlery
she returned before dawn,
she separated
fat from viscera, seeking the blood source
that compels a beast to run.
She allowed
herself one page each time she dusted the
Doctor’s books, new volumes
ordered from
England and the Continent. The books proved
women distinct from men,
though
nothing pictured explained why she was held
apart.
Decoding each
drawing with the keys she had gathered, she
traced in dust
maps her rag
would soon erase: the musculature of men,
the dark, nested organs.
Molly could
touch flesh and force change, but she was
just the Doctor’s girl.
Lila in the
quarter did the herbs and birthing for the
place. Few trusted Molly,
who kept
close to Ben’s bones all day when the Doctor
went away.
After
‘Dolphus caught her slicing into Marlo’s
roll-eyed, slavered, Good Lord
still panting
pup, no one but the Doctor let Molly hold
her quick hands near them anymore.
Now they
noticed
her body had
wandered
into breasts
and hips,
and through
her sack cloth dress
they could
sense the possibilities.
But before
the other men had a chance to hold her body
in the dark
circles of their eyes,
before they
could lie down with the thought of her
against the
contours of their minds,
before they
could begin to figure how a week or a life
or whatever
time chance and the woman granted
would redeem
the sleep
they’d lose
loving her,
Molly had
become Shad’s girl.
Dinah kept as
still as she could, so as not to wake
Jennings , while she considered
how she might
rid herself of him. Last week, the girl who
kept the kitchen disappeared.
Jennings had been in his cups the night
before and didn’t wake till nearly three
that afternoon.
Dinah served
him the bread and onion he prefers when his
stomach’s raw from brandy,
so it was the
next day before Jennings called for Hepsie
and nobody came. Not that girl
nor either of
the kitchen girls he’d called Hephzibah
before her. Jennings had no help now
but Dinah.
She tried to pull away to use the slop jar,
but Jennings , possessive even in sleep,
gripped her
all the more
fast around the waist. She didn’t dare wake
him with tonight’s dose of amber fire
still burning
in his belly. If she could trust herself to
keep still she would cry,
but so long
as Jennings kept her in his bed Dinah feared
even her water
would be
unable to escape.
Jennings’ belly was a brandy barrel rolling
over Dinah. She really must be Lena ’s
child.
She remembers
the haunt kiss of her mother’s cool lips,
that ghost
of a girl who
had added four babies to the Jackson
stock—the three boys were sold
for a neat
profit—and was still no less pale nor any
more firm of flesh
when her
fifth pregnancy went wrong in some way that
made her useless
to Jackson
but all the more subject to Miss Amy. The
cooper never built a barrel
so brutal as
the one that Lena died in, nails jutting
toward the core to test her corporeality.
What crime
had Jackson attributed to her mother that
day he gathered all the hands
to witness
the breathing, beating-hearted Lena packed
into the studded barrel
and rolled an
acre down a hill? Dinah didn’t know. But
she did know
less than a
week later Jackson started seeing Lena
walking all around
the
property. Miss Amy saw her too. She
understood the haunting was Lena
finally
finding a body to possess. While Dinah
served the table, her skin looking delicious
as morning
cream, or while she was bent to sweep the
floor in Jackson ’s rooms, Lena was busy
crowding the
father’s features out of the daughter’s
face. The buzzards weren’t done
circling
Lena’s grave before Miss Amy had Dinah sold
far off the Jackson place.